Sorry for going quiet. I relapsed big time, habit got bigger than its ever been and was eating diazepam to get proper put of my face. used with my ex a lot and she would keep the naloxone kit next to her incase I went over. I was really out of control.
but somehow I made it to all the meetings and interviews I had to do for the funding panel and somehow I got it!
So I'm day 2 into my cluck and as soon as the worst is over I'm of to rehab. I'll only be allowed my phone for an hour at weekend so I'll try to keep you all updated.
big love Bumble