One month clean today & 3 years my fathers gone. It honestly feels like an eternity since Ive done meth. Its a rough day my father was my best friend my only family member on my side & I would love nothing more than to get high & be completely numb to it all. But instead im hanging out watching a movie relaxing because i know he'd be so disappointed if i got spun. So for now Im thankful to be another day clean & alive & well.
Maybe when im like 80 & honestly have nothing but boredom & bingo in the old age home ill get a big bag of meth & have one last horrah!