I am constantly messing everything up. But at least I am trying.
I don' t know what is wrong with me- I have no veins left, in two places I have suspictions about forming abscesses, which I hope that they are not and that I will manage to stop this process to develop in time ( If needed, I am going to look for medical help, this is out of question). But since wednesday I have used three times.
Well, at least, it is not every single day several times per day.
I am just dumb, I guess.
Whatever, every day when I am not using is a step forward and gives a lot to me. Banal, I know. But I just do not know how to look at this. It would be stupid to surrender as well.
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I must be dumb.