I really need some support, please help me - Part 106

By marathonmel7 · Oct 20, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Thanks BT2H. It's nice to have the support from a well respected person like you. i am going in at 330 today to see my doctor. We'll see what happens. I will update when I get back. I appreciate the message of support. It is what makes me strive to do better. I also know how honest you are so what you say actually matters to me and motivates me in the right direction unlike others.

    I hope you are doing well. I am worried about you and your recent loss. Please update me as you feel you are able to. Thanks again for your support.


  1. Loveluck29
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hi Mel,

    Have you tried wellbutrin for depression?

    I have been on an ssri for a few years which was working well, however this summer I sunk in to a horrible depression to the point where I could barely get out of bed. It was horrible, I was having suicidal thoughts and couldn't stop crying.

    I went to my doctor (he treats everything for me- my depression, anxiety and pain) and ended up crying in his office. I'm lucky to have a dr who really cares about me, he has seem me since I was a child. He put me on Wellbutrin and within 3 weeks I had done a complete 180 and was like a new person. My boyfriend and parents couldn't believe it. I honestly feel like this medication has saved my life. It is a selective dopamine reuptake inhibitor which also has some stimulating properties.

    If you haven't tried this medication maybe do some research on it. As mentioned it was a life saver for me, however I know some people that had negative experiences with it as well. As is true with every antidepressant, some work well for some and not for others.

    Stay strong and keep fighting :) you are doing amazing.

    Ignore the assholes (or asshole ;) ) and keep doing you. You are on the right track!
  2. LunaLoca
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hi there...

    I'm brand new to this and I stumbled over your original post this morning. I am a currently recovered gal...at least from that class of drugs... but it was the hardest thing I ever had to kick... and I've had to kick a bunch.

    Anyhow, I was really interested in your story and wanted to know how it continued and how you are now? I have no idea if you have succeeded ultimately or not but I felt compelled to tell you that even if you fall down a hundred times...the fact that you get back up to try again proves that you are a fighter and don't ever lose hope no matter what happens or what you choose to do or not do.

    I listen to a lot of Blue October :) ... some say it's too depressing but I find solace in hearing another's story that is comparable to my own... makes me feel less alone.

    So remember... "Life's like a jump-rope...up, down, up, down, up, down, up down" and so on ;)
  3. Beenthere2Hippie
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hey Mel.

    You didn't posted yesterday afternoon or today so far so I'm figuring you are either working your new job like crazy or been run over by a rambunctious group of teens running ram-shad out of high school at 3 O'clock.

    Do hope whichever it is the case that you get back to us as soon ass you can so we don't worry about you. Which we do.

    Hope all is well.

  4. rapter
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    I'm glad for you hope everything will turn out good.
    I know how hard it's to stay clean when you have alot of shit to deal w/ just stay clean and you will make it tho day.
  5. charliecat
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hi Mel
    No update for a while and I was wondering how your doing
    I havnt had internet access for a few days and was looking forward to reading about your progress.
    How did it go with the doc
    Whatever is going on I hope you are ok
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