Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
I am a drug addict. I hate myself today. I don't know how I went from feeling good to feeling so horrible today. I feel like I'm in withdrawals. I am sick. It's like my brain conjured up a plan to make me feel like hell overnight. I am depressed. I don't want to use at all. Just in case anyone was thinking that. I want to start my life over again from 2011. I'm in really deep. I don't know how I will ever get out of this hole. I am no inspiration to anyone today. Sorry. Maybe tomorrow.
Thank goodness for this precious dog of mine. He senses my feelings and emotions and lays happily in my lap. I don't know where I'd be without him. Sometimes I truly do "live" for him. Some will laugh at this I suppose. But, this is my version of kids. He is mine. I am his.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 121