Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
Hey all day 6. Well I have to say I'm a little buzzed from college football. I am super stoked that my team made the playoffs. I'm sure none of you care about college football but for me, it's a major thing to me. I watched happily last night while my team killed Wisconsin in the playoffs. We killed them despite using our third string quarterback who went on to earn MVP for the season. Crazy. I am however, nervous about my team playing Alabama, the number one team. We'll see. I have to wait until January 1st to see the games. Anyways, that's my second DOC, football. Hey, whatever keeps you sober right?
Last night I slept fine but damn I was cold all night. I was trying to steal my dog's body heat but he kept pushing me away. I woke up cold and sweaty, quite annoying but I'm sure you all know what that's like.
Anyhow, I don't know what today holds. I may make some of my grandmother's famous christmas cookies. Not sure if I have the energy for that though, it's quite an undertaking. I'm sure you all could care less about reading my daily activities haha. I should be working on my social life right now although I'm not sure where to start. I have to find some "normal" people. Where are they?
It's getting close to my court date. I am nervous. I don't know what the judge is going to make me do. I'm just hoping for no jail time which I don't foresee since it is the first offense and my felony was dropped down to a misdemeanor. I just hope the judge doesn't make me do AA/NA. I really don't like their organization although I understand they are successful for a lot of people. I've done the program before and it just doesn't work for me. I do however, respect the program.
Well, off to continue watching ESPN. Hope everyone has a good day.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 134