Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
Thanks Andy for the message, it means a lot. I'm digging in deep to use this opportunity to break free from the chains that have held me still for almost three years. Enough is enough. I don't want to be a career addict. There's so much more to life I'm assuming. I'm really trying hard to believe that.
Andy, follow in my footsteps brother! You can do it too. It's just one big mind fuck and you need a good strategy to win. You have to reach in and pull out all those nasty feelings and let them go. I've got a long ways to go. This is only day 6 but, I refuse to give in this time. No, I won't be tempted and anyone who tempts me is gone, out of my life. Now, if only I could get my connect to understand that I'm done with this game. He is still persistent and bugging me but, I'm winning. Eventually, he'll leave me alone. I simply, stopped answering his texts. His excuse for me picking up last night was for his birthday. I don't give a fuck that it's your birthday. I didn't ask for your dope nor do I need your dope and I could care less whether or not you have a happy birthday. Fuck. Give it a rest.
Anyways, I believe anyone can do this to include you Andy. You gotta fight your ass off though. I am doing this all alone with only the support of you members here. My parents don't know that I'm still fighting this bitch on my back so it's just me to get through all this. I refuse to lose this time. My journal has been so up and down and I'm aiming for consistency now and for other people to really see that you can make it. It's important to me that this is a success story. And what a fucking story it's been.
But, thank you for your support Andy. I know you can be successful too and to the others that are watching this thread. It's still quite early in the process but, I will get there slowly but surely.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 135