I really need some support, please help me - Part 141

By marathonmel7 · Dec 14, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Day 14, fuck yeah.

    Well, it's been two weeks now. I'm so happy. Everyday gets better and better. No cravings last night. I'm beginning to think I can really do this. I am doing it. It hasn't been easy for sure but the further away I get from the last usage is better and better.

    As far as last night goes. I had a good time talking with my new friend. I didn't feel a connection though. It was nice talking to someone new though. I at least established a new friend. So, onward and upwards. After meeting with someone new I don't feel like I'm ready for any type of relationship. Friendship is all I seek now.

    Today my friend came over and I got my nose pierced. I had it done several years ago and took it out. So, today I got it redone. It looks good. I've had a lot of different piercings in the past. I have a lot of tattoos too. All of it's been tasteful. While I was in the military though, I had no piercings and just one tattoo. Since then I've got two half sleeves, a big tattoo on my back, some on my ribs and one on my ankle. They all mean something to me. I don't have any plans to get anything new. I'm good for right now.

    When I move back to Florida to be with my family i will definitely stand out. It's a small town and I'm sure there aren't a lot of tattooed people. Maybe I can start a trend haha. I'm worried about what my Dad will think. He's pretty conservative. My Mom on the other hand, has seen all me tattoos.

    Anyways, going to watch pro football today and chill. It's nice outside, not cold so I may sit outside and write. I am going to write a book so I want to start organizing my notes for that.

    Everyone else, keep up the good fight. We are all really doing this. Together. I'm so proud of everyone. I will check back in later.

Comments

  1. lostlygirl
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Mel,

    Firstly, congrats girl!! I am beaming with pride!

    I love 'Black' by Pearl Jam. I love many of their songs, and they sing one of my all time favorite's, 'Yellow Ledbetter' (I think that's how it's spelt.

    Whilst I was reading your thread and when talking about your ex that introduced you to heroin, I thought of a song that fits that. Look up Moby 'Be The One (destroyed)'. The video is excellent. It's a little dark so don't listen it when your happy.

    Love to you my friend.

    JD, excellent idea about the quotes/songs thread. Well done!
  2. Jungledog
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    You go girl!! Proud of you. 2 weeks is awesome. :)

    I have one tattoo. Still think I want one more to mark getting clean. Need more time. To think on that. There are tons of tattooed people here in Florida!!
  3. Mr Bumble
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Loved reading about your tats. I only have one on my hand, there's a pic on my profile page and it has deep meaning. Done with a bottle of ink and sewing needle.

    I play to get more professional ones done at some point. Would love to see some pics of yours

    I also have my nose pierced. Did have two bars in my eye brows but they feel out and I never got round to putting new ones in so just have two scars there now
  4. Beenthere2Hippie
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Congratulations, Mel, on two weeks clean. I always knew you could do it. Very proud of you.
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