Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
Day 14, fuck yeah.
Well, it's been two weeks now. I'm so happy. Everyday gets better and better. No cravings last night. I'm beginning to think I can really do this. I am doing it. It hasn't been easy for sure but the further away I get from the last usage is better and better.
As far as last night goes. I had a good time talking with my new friend. I didn't feel a connection though. It was nice talking to someone new though. I at least established a new friend. So, onward and upwards. After meeting with someone new I don't feel like I'm ready for any type of relationship. Friendship is all I seek now.
Today my friend came over and I got my nose pierced. I had it done several years ago and took it out. So, today I got it redone. It looks good. I've had a lot of different piercings in the past. I have a lot of tattoos too. All of it's been tasteful. While I was in the military though, I had no piercings and just one tattoo. Since then I've got two half sleeves, a big tattoo on my back, some on my ribs and one on my ankle. They all mean something to me. I don't have any plans to get anything new. I'm good for right now.
When I move back to Florida to be with my family i will definitely stand out. It's a small town and I'm sure there aren't a lot of tattooed people. Maybe I can start a trend haha. I'm worried about what my Dad will think. He's pretty conservative. My Mom on the other hand, has seen all me tattoos.
Anyways, going to watch pro football today and chill. It's nice outside, not cold so I may sit outside and write. I am going to write a book so I want to start organizing my notes for that.
Everyone else, keep up the good fight. We are all really doing this. Together. I'm so proud of everyone. I will check back in later.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 141