I really need some support, please help me - Part 144

By marathonmel7 · Dec 16, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    I'm fucking cold and can't warm up. I went through training at work today and it was super annoying. I don't think I am going to like this job but I have no other options at this point. I just ordered a pizza, I'm starving.

    Yeah I've been with as many girls as I have guys and I don't really give myself a label but if I had to it'd be bisexual. I have a lot of LGBT friends. I struggled with my sexuality as a young kid. Thought I was gay for the longest time. Turns out I'm not but most of my early sexual experiences were with women and in college I pretty much dated all women. Whoever I fall in love with is who I fall in love with. I don't care one way or the other. Sure I have my preferences but I will keep that to myself. Anyways, gay marriage should be available to everyone period. Of course I'm an atheist so I hate religion, organized religion I should say. But, I won't get into all of that.

    Hope everyone is having a good day. I'm in my sweats on the couch with a fucked up back. Going to try and get some meds for it later. We'll see.

Comments

  1. Mr Bumble
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    I'm so sorry the job seems like it's going to suck but it's gonna bring in the bread and that will allow you to live well while you find something better. i cant keep warm either!

    Eveything you said about your sexuality is like who i feel word for word but it's soething i've never talked about. I've lived a double life and i'm sure it's why however much i love a girl i'm never satisfied.
    Me two have have been with as many guys as girls. this year I'm going to work out what i need to be happt and content.

    This is the first time I've ever opened up about this,it's a lot to do with your post inspiring me but probably because in the last 2 hours i've had 80mg tamzepam and loads of other drugs ending in pam

    Thank you for your post. Maybe we should hook uo, you can have your girls on the side and me guys

    omg i'm wasted, time to shut u

    hope i dont regrete this in the mornign
  2. supermono
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hi Mel,
    Great. 15 days of no heroin. Good on you. :thumbsup: Sounds like your doing well.I get cold too,like I put my hat and scarf on and wack the heating up when I get out of bed. Then I warm up and slowly strip off again. I know about bad backs. Mine is shite but then I damaged it by taking more opiates to control the pain so I could work. Dumb move really, but hopefully I can get it sorted. Have you ever been to a chiropractor ? I have had good results from them. Maybe you could do some research on it my freind.
    Anyway, keep going, your doing really well and try and stay away from the xanax. it is as you know addictive. Stay safe and clean one day at a time and you will put all this behind you.
    Peace Mono :vibes:
  3. Jungledog
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Mel,

    I wish I could send you an electric blanket!!! I hate being cold too. As for sexuality, people draw these straight lines in the sand and state they are on one side of the line or the other. In reality, I think sexuality happens in the moment. Yes, we all have our "preferred" type of lover. All my long term relationships have been with men but I certainly think women are better kissers (sorry guys!!!) LOL Who you love, is who you love. Not sure it matters what sex they are.

    Hope you are warming up and that your back feels better.
  4. Mr Bumble
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Totally agreed most guys suck at kising! Lucky I kiss like a woman, always told I the best around haha
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