Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
Day 26, almost 30 days… wow. The time has gone by semi fast although not at first. Getting off a gram of day heroin habit is no joke. One of the biggest issues right now is my body temperature and hormones. I am so cold. I can't get warm and it doesn't get all that cold in California although it feels like the north pole to me right now. Every night I sleep with the electric blanket cranked and I try and steal my dog's heat while sleeping. I wake up in the morning sweating and cold. It's really annoying. Hopefully, as I gain my weight back and muscle this will go away.
As far as hormones go, they are all out of whack and I don't want to get into the nitty gritty. But man oh man, the sex drive returns full force. So, look out world haha.
I have my second DUI class tomorrow at 11. It is an awkward class and i feel uncomfortable there and there is this chick in my class that is so fucking annoying I want to run her over with my car. She has to make the classes difficult by arguing every point with everybody. I just want to choke the bitch out. Anyways, I will have to have extra patience to deal with her tomorrow.
I start work soon. I have anxiety about the new job. It is only for tax season. I have to find a more permanent job so I've been looking. We'll see.
Anyways, my dog is pawing at me to go outside and I need a cigarette so I am going to cut this short. I will write more later.
Take care all...
I really need some support, please help me - Part 154