I really need some support, please help me - Part 158

By marathonmel7 · Dec 30, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Day 29…

    I feel so horrible. I have a sore throat, swollen glands, headache and my back and hips are killing me. I slept a lot last night but I still feel tired. I am too weak to go to the doctor's despite my mother wanting me to go. I guess I'm waiting to see if it all gets worse. Theres no medicine for my ailments. I just have to ride it out. I'm just laying on the couch wishing this would all go away. Apparently, my immune system sucks. I haven't been sick in the three years I used heroin. I swear it preserves your body or something.

    I've tried all of the aforementioned remedies, thanks guys. But, I fear I may have strep throat. Not sure though as I'm no doctor. I think I will just lie here today and hope for the best. Looks like I will be sick for New Year's yippee fucking skippee. The guy I'm seeing is sick too but in a different way so I didn't catch it from him. He's got totally different symptoms.

    Anyways, I finished the Breaking Bad series. I hadn't seen the ending so I watched that all day yesterday. Such a good show. Too bad it's over. It was so good. I always wonder how actors can get themselves to cry on demand. I personally can't cry. It just never happens.

    I had some brief thoughts of using because I was thinking man it'd be so much better if I was high and sick haha. A little dope would make my throat feel better. Brief thoughts though, nothing serious. Nothing I wasn't able to control.

    Well, anyways. I am going to go back to laying in the fetal position and wishing for a miracle. I really wish I had someone to just take me to the doctor. I'm too weak to go. If only docs still made house calls.

    Anyhow, hope everyone is still doing good.

    marathonmel7 added 123 Minutes and 34 Seconds later...

    Just went to the store and got soups and some nyquil and now I'm going to take a xanax and hopefully fall asleep. I feel like total shit and don't want to be awake. It sucks, everyone I know is sick right now. But, I've barely left my house so I don't know how I even got sick. Anyways, this will remain a mystery. I just hope I feel better in time for New Year's not that I have any plans yet. We'll see… off to eat and sleep :)


  1. Kitts
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hey Mel, sorry you feel so rough. It sounds horrible. It's weird but I'm in the same situation as you - haven't been mixing with anyone outside for a few days but somehow today I've got some weird flu thing or something. Just couldn't get warm for the entire day until I took some paracetamol. I've been like Scrooge all day in bed with me hat and gloves and scarf on and three blankets. :s

    I hope you feel much better soon. The soup should help if you can drag yourself to eat it. Don't forget to keep topping up your water too. (I always forget to do that.)
    Well done for staying strong though all this. You're a trooper and very inspiring! :thumbsup:

    Much love
  2. mrs.badger
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hadn't heard anything on the news, but looking at the CDC site, they say the flu is at epidemic levels in the country. So it probably found some way to worm it's way into your path. And even the vaccine isn't 100% . Keep hydrated and keep hoping. A lot of times the worst of the symptoms can ease up as quickly as they first knock you down.
  3. Jungledog
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Probably the flu. Strep usually presents as sore throat and possibly a stomachache but not all the other symptoms. The flu vaccine was incorrect strain (basically they guess and this year they guessed wrong). Drink tons of fluid, ibuprofen, salt water gargles, and rest. Wishing you speedy recovery love.
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