Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
I feel so horrible. I have a sore throat, swollen glands, headache and my back and hips are killing me. I slept a lot last night but I still feel tired. I am too weak to go to the doctor's despite my mother wanting me to go. I guess I'm waiting to see if it all gets worse. Theres no medicine for my ailments. I just have to ride it out. I'm just laying on the couch wishing this would all go away. Apparently, my immune system sucks. I haven't been sick in the three years I used heroin. I swear it preserves your body or something.
I've tried all of the aforementioned remedies, thanks guys. But, I fear I may have strep throat. Not sure though as I'm no doctor. I think I will just lie here today and hope for the best. Looks like I will be sick for New Year's yippee fucking skippee. The guy I'm seeing is sick too but in a different way so I didn't catch it from him. He's got totally different symptoms.
Anyways, I finished the Breaking Bad series. I hadn't seen the ending so I watched that all day yesterday. Such a good show. Too bad it's over. It was so good. I always wonder how actors can get themselves to cry on demand. I personally can't cry. It just never happens.
I had some brief thoughts of using because I was thinking man it'd be so much better if I was high and sick haha. A little dope would make my throat feel better. Brief thoughts though, nothing serious. Nothing I wasn't able to control.
Well, anyways. I am going to go back to laying in the fetal position and wishing for a miracle. I really wish I had someone to just take me to the doctor. I'm too weak to go. If only docs still made house calls.
Anyhow, hope everyone is still doing good.
marathonmel7 added 123 Minutes and 34 Seconds later...
Just went to the store and got soups and some nyquil and now I'm going to take a xanax and hopefully fall asleep. I feel like total shit and don't want to be awake. It sucks, everyone I know is sick right now. But, I've barely left my house so I don't know how I even got sick. Anyways, this will remain a mystery. I just hope I feel better in time for New Year's not that I have any plans yet. We'll see… off to eat and sleep
I really need some support, please help me - Part 158