Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)
Yeah just tried calling my guy… no answer. Left him a voicemail. I don't know. I guess it's back to the dating pool for me. I thought he was the one though. I thought it was both mutual. Maybe it's just his family issues right now and he can't focus on anything. Maybe his mom underwent surgery for her brain. I have no idea. I just thought it'd be nice to at least get a text from him saying he's ok or not. I don't know. It destroys me it really does. I really put myself out there for him and developed feelings pretty deeply with him. I am not in love with him but i could def fall in love with him. We'll see. Only time will tell. I can't focus on that right now. I will have to just wait and see and hope for the best. But a broken heart emotionally and a physically compromised heart right now don't really go together. It sucks. I don't want either. So, whatever. We'll see. No matter what I know we will be friends for life. But maybe that will just be it. At least I know I'm capable of the emotion again after having thought I'd never feel the same again after my ex three years ago. I don't know. That's all I can say right now and I'd appreciate it if people wouldn't really bring this topic up right now. It's too hard. Just cross your fingers for me and him and his family's health. That's all I ask.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 209