I really need some support, please help me - Part 216

By marathonmel7 · Mar 7, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Day 90… woo hoo!

    Found out some good news today. I am NOT on probation! Because my felony got dropped to a misdemeanor I am NOT on probation! So I don't have to deal with that crap luckily. I called this morning and the lady told me so that's one less thing I have to worry about.

    ANyways, still short on my rent. Trying to come up with ideas. I don't know what I'm going to do.

    As far as the rash goes, it's fairly mild just annoying. I will be happy when it's gone.

    marathonmel7 added 438 Minutes and 49 Seconds later...

    Well, my Dad is loaning me the remainder of my rent money so I'm really happy and relieved! I am not going to get evicted now and then I can pay him back when I have the money on the first of next month. I am so relieved. Thankfully. And finding out I'm not on probation today was awesome news too. So, finally I can rest tonight knowing I'm not going to get kicked out of my nice apartment and my roommate is safe too. Everything is working out in the knick of time because I got my three day notice today to vacate the premises. I am so relieved.

    I'm still really heartbroken about my ex guy but whatever. There's nothing I can do about it. I just hope he's ok and I hope karma comes back around and bites him in the ass for doing what he did to me. There's just no excuse for that. So anyways, that's pretty much it for tonight. I am taking some xanax and going to bed. I don't think I'm going out to celebrate my 90 days clean cause my friend is busy working and he lives an hour away. By the time he gets off work it will be too late so whatever. I shouldn't be drinking cause of my heart anyways I just wanted one mojito.

    Hope everyone has a good weekend. I am off to go relax now that I know I am not going to be evicted and I can safely stay where I live with a great new roommate. I just hope I get this job and the manager sits down with me next week to interview me when he gets into town. So wish me luck everyone. Have a good weekend and take care!


  1. TheBigBadWolf
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Again things show to slide into place when we need them to.

    I ve been a big worrier all of my life. Since I have decided that it has more effect to let things go their way instead of trying to control every instance of my life I have become much calmer inside.

    That does of course NOT mean I let stuff get out of control , I m just no More freakong out as soon as a Problem is appearing. That way it is easier not to get too drawn in emotionally but keepa clear distance which again is making it easier to ACTUALLY influence The solution of The problems.

  2. jennifer_k
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Congrats on 90 days clean! That is so awesome. You've come a long way, baby! :D

    As for the guy, maybe it's a blessing in disguise. Gives you the opportunity to focus on yourself and your sobriety.
  3. Roaddoggy
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Wow, 90 days clean. that's so awesome. I always love hitting the 90 day mark, when kicking any drug. Its to me the hallmark, that lets me know I have this thing beat.

    I have kicked heroin more times than I can count. I always feel pretty good, after 90 days.

    I am so sorry your still bummed out, from your Ex guy. You have just been through so much. I can tell you are such a kind caring person. I think he does not know what he is missing.

    So glad you got your rent covered. That's the last thing you need to worry about, with all your health issues. I hope your feeling good, this weekend. I just wanted to stop in and give ya a big cyber Hug. Much Love Roaddog....
  4. Beenthere2Hippie
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Congrats on 90 days clean!!!
  5. marathonmel7
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Thanks guys, couldn't have done it without all of you!
  6. Jungledog
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Super proud of your 90 days !! You go girl!!!!
  7. LuLu81
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Oh Mel, I'm so, so proud of you. 90 days is amazing!!!!! Even more so because of all the problems you are going through.

    Really glad you have managed to get your rent sorted. That's one less thing to worry about. I hope you are still going to contact Modest Needs. If you get help from them it will give you more peace of mind in regards to your bills, although having a roommate should help with that. Its great that you get along so well.

    Great news about probation. I'm hoping now that this is just the start of more good things to come.
  8. Centroba
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    I've been following your thread since the beginning. I am so so proud of you 90 days sober!
    You have given me so much support. I look for your new journal daily! I wish nothing but all the best for you!
    Take care and celebrate you and all your accomplishments, for there are many. You are indeed an inspiration to us all.
  9. Cmenot
    Re: I really need some support, please help me (Heroin)

    Hi Mel, Great job and an inspiration for all! Lots of perseverance in these last 90 days.
    Who knows why people do what they do... Maybe that guy is in jail or married.. In any case he certainly doesn't deserve you. I can't tell you how many times I have been fooled by people. Believe their whole story only to find out its all bullshit... His loss, and probably good that you found out fairly quickly. You can't lose hope in humanity over it, keep your faith that the right person is out there.
    A lot of good things have happened for you recently so take hope that the tide is turning!!
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