Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.
Hey Jels… I am doing good. I was sober but I relapsed last night. I then realized I didn't want to be high so I threw it away. I don't know why I keep playing this game and wasting money. I am getting to the point where I don't like the feeling anymore. I don't like nodding offf in my apartment when I could be out working making some money. So, that's what I did today. I worked hard and now I feel good about myself again. I felt like a jerk last night for getting some H.
I really like my new job and the freedom it brings. I can do my whole schedule on my own. I can work a lot or a little depending upon my mood. I don't know any job like that so I feel like I scored big on this one. After ten jobs I get a raise. I am already at three and tomorrow is two more and I will be halfway there to ten. I think I mentioned this before in a previous post but my Mom cleans houses for a living too. She has her own business and does quite well. She is a perfectionist and she taught me how to clean well. So far, my customers have been happy which is all I care about.
Anyways, as usual thank you for your support. I am doing good. Just hanging in there and hoping for a new, better life.
Just saw your post detoxin momma. That's really cool that you do this too. I am actually working with a company so I can't set my own prices but you're right, the money is good and I feel like I accomplished something at the end of each day. Your'e right with how taxing it is on the body. i went and bought a mop yesterday so I don't' have to clean floors on my hands and knees. My back won't take that. So, today's job was much easier because of the mop. I prefer to mop over vacuum. My Mom cleans the floors on her hands and knees and she's 61. I don't know how she does it. My back can't handle it. Oh and DM I read your post and I want to congratulate you on your pregnancy. I hope you're excited. I can imagine that it's a lot of work as I am not a mother. But, I bet you'll be a wonderful mother. In fact, I'm sure of it!
I really need some support, please help me - Part 74