Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.
Well thanks a bunch to those that replied to my delirious messages yesterday. I had had enough yesterday and it really shows in my writing. Anyways, today is day 1 and I haven't used this morning. I just got done with one job and I have one more later today to do. Not a big deal today. My back doesn't hurt too much. As far as strength training my back I can try to do that. I haven't been in the gym for awhile and I don't have the money for a membership just yet. I will soon enough though. If I stay off the dope I will have enough money to handle everything.
ANyways. I am ok today. I don't have a day off for another 5 days but I have a few half days. I am not worried about it. I will take a day off after those 5 days are over and rest. It's ok for me. If I stay busy then I won't want to use. I will eat more too. Whenever I'm going through withdrawals I tend to get really hungry. So, soon I will be eating more. I had breakfast this morning. I will try and have lunch too. I don't know about dinner because I am always nauseous after working hard. But, I will try. You guys are all right though. I am going to take your suggestions. I need surgery on my back but the benefits may not outweigh the negatives. I am too young. I will figure all this out.
Thanks for the support though. i really did need it yesterday. This place is amazing. i don't know what I would do without you guys. Thank you.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 81