I really need some support, please help me - Part 85

By marathonmel7 · Sep 26, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.

    Well, I just thought I'd update this thread. I was doing ok… I had about 30 hours clean but then today after work I relapsed. I'm struggling big time and I'm beginning to think I can't do this on my own. So, I called my psychiatrist and asked for her help. She set me up with a social worker and I'm seeing her tomorrow. I have counseling and then group therapy. I'm nervous to do this. I don't do group stuff well. I am very shy and I don't like to talk in front of people especially about myself. I am very nervous about tomorrow but I'm hoping this route helps me.

    I'm sorry I keep relapsing to everyone and to myself. If I could just get over that two day hump. I feel so unhealthy right now. I am not eating well and I just feel exhausted from working. Then you add withdrawals and detoxing on top of it and it's not a good combo. My body hates me right now. I need the strength to work too.

    I hope I can be successful. Tomorrow is a new start. WIsh me luck in therapy.

Comments

  1. rapter
    Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.

    Support men
    From rapter
  2. charliecat
    Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.

    Mel you really are a trooper...

    I know how difficult it is to work while going through withdrawals...and the effect multiple withdrawals and relapses has on your body just seems to get worse each time..
    It's good that you have reached out for support and I hope your appointment with social worker goes well..

    Good luck and thinking of you
    C
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