Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.
Well, I just thought I'd update this thread. I was doing ok… I had about 30 hours clean but then today after work I relapsed. I'm struggling big time and I'm beginning to think I can't do this on my own. So, I called my psychiatrist and asked for her help. She set me up with a social worker and I'm seeing her tomorrow. I have counseling and then group therapy. I'm nervous to do this. I don't do group stuff well. I am very shy and I don't like to talk in front of people especially about myself. I am very nervous about tomorrow but I'm hoping this route helps me.
I'm sorry I keep relapsing to everyone and to myself. If I could just get over that two day hump. I feel so unhealthy right now. I am not eating well and I just feel exhausted from working. Then you add withdrawals and detoxing on top of it and it's not a good combo. My body hates me right now. I need the strength to work too.
I hope I can be successful. Tomorrow is a new start. WIsh me luck in therapy.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 85