Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.
Well today I had my appointment with my counselor. It went well but she asked me a million questions. It got annoying. I know she was just doing her job though. After I met with her I had group therapy. It went ok. There was just four of us total. One heroin addict in there and the other an alcoholic, then me and my counselor. The therapy was pretty general. IT was about techniques to deal with your cravings. I personally don't think any of her suggestions works. I'm going to remain optimistic about all of this though.
I have a very important drug test next Wednesday. IT's to show the judge that I am indeed sober. So, I have from now until then to get clean. That's six days. My last shot was early this morning. So, now I'm off to start my detox. I went to the grocery store and bought a ton of healthy food. Whenever I am detoxing I get so hungry. I don't get nauseous like most people do, I get super hungry and it gets annoying. So I've got all the right foods ready to go, just have to get the motivation to cook it when the time comes.
I have to work today, tomorrow and Sunday. Fortunately, they are quick two hour jobs. But, I need the money. So, I just have to suck it up and go to work and smile.
I'm determined to make this work though. I started my stopwatch on my cell phone to time my detox to see how many hours I have at any point along the way. I am ready. I have a fellow DF buddy that's doing the same thing as me at the very same time so I have some support.
Anyways, this time is special. I have to pass that drug test for the judge. Here goes nothing!!
I really need some support, please help me - Part 86