Re: Heroin; I really need some support, please help me.
WOW thanks for the support everyone. I'm so happy to read your posts, it means the world to me.
So… about today. I will try and condense the information so it's easily understood. Basically I got a felony possession charge and a misdemeanor DUI. They gave me the option to drop my felony by attending 20 drug classes for 20 weeks. So, of course I'm going to attend the drug classes so I don't have a felony on my record. As far as the DUI goes, they took my license from me. So, I cannot drive. I have to update my registration, get a CA driver's license, and pay for the DUI classes and pay for the costs of all this other shit. I don't have the money for it so I don't know what I'm going to do yet.
I'm exhausted from everything that happened today that I don't have a solution as to what I'm going to do yet. I do know that I won't be going anywhere. I have to go back to court in two weeks because today I was in a felony court and in two weeks I will be in a misdemeanor court. So, things are much better this way. But, I have to work out this thing with my license being suspended. Ugh.
I'm so happy I'm not sitting in jail tonight. Instead, I am home with my dog on my comfy couch in my own clean clothes with my own shower and tv. I'm so thankful. I'm 93 hours into my sobriety but I will confess, last night I did one shot because I was losing my mind with anxiety. I don't know how that affects my withdrawals.
As far as Heroinsucks, he's been right by my side on the phone and he's clean too. We are both doing it together. It's really hard but we are making it. I have so much to think about right now but I just need to veg out. I've been so stressed for so long. This court battle has been going on for three months now and still in two weeks I have to go back to court. This is crazy everything. I hate our judicial system. But oh well. It's awesome that I'm not going to jail. That's so important to me. And my dog is safe with me and I don't have to worry about displacing him and interrupting his life.
Other than that I'm exhausted and don't feel like talking anymore about my case tonight. I've said my story to a bunch of people today and I'm tired of telling it haha. But thank you so much for your support everyone. I really need it today. I was scared shitless and I still have a long ways to go. I have no job and still one more court date, fees to pay, license to get back, drug classes to take. This shit is is far from over. Ugh. Ok, can't think about it anymore.
I really need some support, please help me - Part 93