I'm so disappointed in myself & in desperate need of advice.
After quite a few lapses I've now used every day for the last week.
I'm pretty sure when I stop I'm going to be back to withdrawing.
I'm so scared to go cold turkey, literally terrified. I need to be functional to look after my boys & my Mum.
I still have a lot of Suboxone so I could taper again but I think I'm sensitive to them.
After taking one I feel ill & freezing cold for around an hour so the thought of starting them scares me.
Does anyone know if I asked my doctor to refer me to the DPS (drug problem service) for a methadone script, would they phone social work about my son's?
I love my boys so much.
Or am I being a wimp? Should I just cold turkey since I have a really bad cold anyway?
Or do a short Suboxone taper?
I'm so alone & frightened. Any advice or tips to deal with cravings would be gratefully received xx