I am still sober, but I am not feeling great. I told my parents about going back to meetings and they have begged me not to go. This is partly my own fault because I went to meetings before but I ended up using with another member. I asked to have the tea commitment at the meeting I went to on Saturday which they gave me and I was feeling very positive and looking forward to going back but now my parents have arranged to come to where I live and take me back to theirs just so that I can't go to the meeting! They have offered for me to go to a meeting where they live but I don't want this, I want support round my area. My parents call me every day so would know if I was lying to them. I feel awfully trapped. I feel like they control me, although I know they only do this in my best interest. I have not drunk or used anything and to be honest I feel too drained anyway!!