I am definitely feeling much better physically and mentally. I have contacted a counselling service at my university to let them know that things went a bit down hill for me, I am trying this time to do something about my problem before its too late, even though I am feeling fairly okay at the moment this is the time I start to think I could probably get away with having just one. Famous last words!
I am still annoyed at my parents about the meetings but I did manage to get some numbers so I am going to contact a woman and see if she would like to go for a coffee with me..so technically I'm not going to any meetings
All in all life is pretty good, I need to remind myself that this is why I am staying sober x