Soso you are so right about needing to keep busy as every minute at the moment seems like an hour..
Luckily for me but not so lucky for my best friend she has just split from her long time partner and we are both gagging to get out there and live life to the full now are kids are older We sit and talk and plan for hours. She has never used drugs so can't really understand what I'm going through but maybe that's good in a way or we would probably be talking about drugs all day long. We are doing lots of things that normal people take for granted like going to cinema and out for meals which I probably havnt done for over 20 years. Our ultimate plan is to visit Oz later this year although I have just found out my criminal record might be a problem but we are looking into this.
I am excited for the future but very aware it's early days and one lapse and I could be back to square 1 but for now I'm clean. OMG I'm clean that sounds so weird.