Sorry for the absence. It wasn't intended. Changed network provider and DF was blocked and it's taken ages to get unblocked.
Things got crazy here. Our habits got massive again and I was out all day hussling money together and putting myself at serious risk of serious prison time.
Well enough was enough, we were both sick of it so I sourced the detox drugs and we're now on day 2.
The drugs are not hitting me like they use to as I'd picked up a bit of a benzoate habit. Half a gram mainlined did nothing but make me feel better but with a diazepam I'd have my head in my lap.
I realise it's a dangerous cocktail and has killed many and I'm lucky it was me.
I was at the hospital the other day after shooting a gram of heroin and a fair few diazepam..my nurse was shocked at how wasted I was
I feel asleep in the waiting room and was woke up by two security guards who escorted me across the hospital the have blood taken and make sure I got off the building safely.
Slightly embarrassing but not as bad as the time I woke up in the mental ward handcuffed to a police man. That was interested.
I'm still working hard towards rehab and will find out on the 22 June. So fingers crossed.
Just taken.a zopiclone 2 diazepam 10mg? 0.5mg etizolam. 0.15mg clonidine
And Iost count of gabapentin and pregablin.
I get the result's of my latest blood test next week so finger's crossed