Last line is gone.
So anxious already did 1mg Xanax and 2 bars Lexomil.
I'm scared of me, my thoughts. I am scared I will fall fast into depression. I'm scared I will suddenly get fat.
Not sure how I will cope with anything or find pleasure in anything without coke.
Trying to think of the positives like giving nose a break and getting some sleep.
Normally right now I would be redosing and start a binge.
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