You are always so cheerful I don't know how you do it. It seems as though I am excellent at encouraging others and showing compassion. I think most of us are naturally like that since we have all felt so much pain. BUT when it comes to myself, I can't get perspective like others can, no matter how hard I try. It's like there is a block. You have helped me so much, even from across the pond.
I do feel better now. It truly changes sometimes hour to hour. The mornings are the worst. My stomach is starting to wake up! I am going to have to find some non-narcotic way to alleviate these pains. It isn't all day or near as bad as when I tried to quit loperamide cold turkey 4 months ago, but it still sucks.
I did get a shower for my nasty, sweaty self. Then I walked in the sunshine for 15 minutes with my dog. It truly does help. I am going to an AA meeting now and I know that always squares my head and my heart.
Much love and hugs, GBread