Okay, since I don't have a credit card, I cannot order Kratom. (I cut them up). Maybe I ought to find a way though. Instead...
So, I will just resume my taper. I will go to 4 tomorrow and hope for the best. If I feel like crap for a few days, so be it. You were right, I must BELIEVE I can do it. I wish I could see all of you in person everyday and hug you! (I know it's silly, but wouldn't it be awesome to have that support)
I am so grateful for this forum. I'd be lost without you all.
And like you, MAN, every day especially today I have to REMIND myself that.... I am not in Cold F^%ing Turkey! All I have to do is remember that sh% and I am so so grateful. I really wanted to die.
I read your posts today...and Im so sorry about the gallbladder thing. My dad had that a couple of years ago and threw up one night all night. My dad is a big guy, so it scared us, but he went to the ER and got over it. I wish you lots of love and kindness and healing!!!
Thanks for the talk - feel better and just keep on moving forward.
Much love, GBread