It is 12:18 pm and my next class is at 12:40. I've had an almost good day. I go to class Monday, Wednesday and Friday and I was wondering if just for those three days could I up my dosage at my 7am dosage. Only up it to five more so that I could be a little less grouchy? I didn't do it today because I didn't know if I should. I felt a little blah when I woke up and I couldn't really fall back asleep after I took my 25 pills. Maybe I shouldn't up it and just leave it alone? Idk. I need advice on that.
It's so nice to See you in my thread. I've seen you give great advice in so many other threadS. to answer you question, I do know what I'm going to do after my taper is done. BE HAPPY AND SOCIAL lol When I was on my tramadol and when I first started the loperamide I was so energetic and I wanted to do everything. Only thing stopping me was my strict father and lack of transportation thats why I never went out lol. now that I live with my mom in a new city I still don't go out lol I wish I could. These last couple of months I've been down because I felt so dependent on these pills. when I'm off these things for good everything is gonna change. I won't have to worry about when to take them, how long as it been since I took them, did I bring them? ugH! It's just so damn much. I want to be euphoric without meds to help me. And I will try my best every damn day to make sure I don't go back.
I'm eating some fries right now in the cafe, just looking around at ppl.
I think I may need some different tapering schedules to look at because the 25 at 7pm and 7am is idk. I know I'm supposed to feel some sort of withdrawals but I feel uncomfortable. And yes I am complaining lol I know I shouldnt be... .okay I'll stop.