Yes loperamide was a dumbass decision and I regret it to this day. I was on Tramadol for 3 years for my RLS and I quit them in August of last year because I was running out of them faster than I could get them filled. I browsed around and found loperamide and phenibut could help with withdrawals. The phenibut made me feel very bad so I dumped it and stuck with the loperamide.
It's been 5 months on this hell roller-coaster and I want OFF.
I've only ever been prescribed Perocets for my very bad menstrual cramps I used to have and the Oxycodone was for when I got my wisdom teeth taken out. I've never gone out and looked for pills from other sources or tried any other drugs even though I know ppl whom I could get them from. Hell I dont even like the taste of alcohol (unless it's nice and fruity and I can't taste it at all lol)
I'm really hoping I can be a success story as well.
So today went Okay. I took my 25 pills at 7 am but haven't taken them again as of yet. I was supposed to take them at 7pm but I stayed late at school to catch up ok work and after I got home i went out and walked around. Totally losing track of time with one of my friends. I'm starting to "feel" it now so now I guess my dosing will be at 11am and 11pm. I'm going to be paying closer attention to see if and when I can alter my taper Schedule, especially for school days.
The Valerian root capsules did seem to work well with the kava tea last night. I find that the kava gives me weird dreams. Not scary or anything, just weird. I'm probably gonna end up taking my last dose then falling asleep since I've been up since 9 this morning. If I do wake up and can't do back to sleep I'll have a cup of tea. so tired guys! But again thank you all so much!!!!