I shouldn't have taken that nap at around 8 something. It's 1 am and I'm up with shit to do lol oh well.
What exact is Valium and what did you use it for. I heard of a lot if ppl taking it but I always thought it was like Xanax (and for a while I though Xanax was a pain killer or muscle relaxer smh) I really hope your taper will get better and you will be off it soon. I don't like seeing anyone in pain.
The Yogi brand of Kava has been doing me really good by steeping 2 bags instead of 1. I do want to try the root or powder firm though, to get that mouth numbing effect? Only time my mouth has ever been numb was at the dentist for a root canal.(Sitting in a chair for two hours with my mouth wide open)
So when I woke up I took my last 8 loperamide pills and guess what? They took away my withdrawal symptoms I was having. They were very very mild but still! Only eight! Idk how long it's going to last though. So when I get my loperamide today I will drop down to 20 pills twice daily.
My school refund is going to be here soon so that means I get to buy a lot of things to help me get better. I was thinking of meal prepping for the week. I love brown rice and tilapia. Or salmon or grilled chicken. Then have a fresh vegetable on the side. I think I will do that. And buy some fruit and make green smoothies. I walk back home from school which is a 30 min walk. I will try to add in another form of exercise during the week. And TRY yoga. Never was really good at it. Maybe cause I always gave up. Yeah that's probably why lol
My sister is going to be here for a week or two. She's coming tomorrow. So glad to see her. She always makes me feel better. I'm the youngest btw. She's 23 and pregnant, due in april. I can't wait! Especially since my ass does NOT want kids.
Well I'm off to drink this kava and read some more threads and get on Twitter lol