OMG Cielochick I am so proud of you!! I wish you all the best and I hope you will be able to feel very "woohoo" very soon.
Sigh. I just don't know what to do or how to feel. I just feel stuck. It feels as if everyone's taper or coming off of their DOC went by so fast, and I'm still here. I hate taking these damn things. And every day my mom sees me taking them she'll ask "Still stuck on 18?". It just irks me so much. I constantly have to tell her to leave me alone, I only want to talk to people who know what I'm going through. It's so frustrating, but I have to push through it.
I ended up telling my boyfriend what's going on about a month ago, and he was so supportive. Just wish some other ppl were like that. Instead of looking at me funny.
My kava powder came last week. Desperately trying to find a filter or cheesecloth to use to knead the powder. I really want to drop my dosage considerably during my spring break ( March 2-10)
So happy to see you are out of detox and off that damn valium! Im so proud of you as well. This just gives me so much fucking hope. Glad to see that you're back and doing well.
I need to come on more often, school is just so hectic. This was really like my diary, my safe haven. I think I'm going to try to come on daily again. I want to be another success story. I WILL be another success story.
Well off I go. I have been late to my theater class for a while now, and I've been feeling very bad about it. (Seeing that I live 5 min from the school). I apologized to my teacher and made a promise that for the remainder of the term I will be early or on time. And i never break my promises.
Talk to you guys later!
GFOD (Girl Formerly On Drugs)