So it's 1:57 am and I'm just up thinking. Thank You to cielochick for the kind words. And also to Cmenot.
I have probably read almost every single last thread on opiate withdrawals and loperamide withdrawals lol I spend hours a day just looking and reading.
The day that I was in school and I posted about it, was the same day I went to Walmart and got some more loperamide. Smh. I only got about 3 days worth so idk if I'm going to try to stick to this taper or quit cold turkey again. I'm not really mad at myself because hey shit happens but I do wish I wasn't such a pussy when it comes to withdrawal pains. I just do not want to go through them!
I tried to do the megadose vitamin c thing and it didn't work for me. I bout some liposomal vitamin c which is better than IV vitamin c due to its absorbtion rate and what not. I dont want to complain to much about it, so I'll just say it didn't work.
I'm seriously just thinking of quitting cold turkey again and doing a nice cleanse. Maybe a juice cleanse and plenty of exercise. I just need to do something. tired of popping pills lol.
Anyway I have a class at 10:15, so until next time