Well first off the gabapentin isn't doing well for me anyMore. its feeling just like how the phenibut used to feel. Aftera second dose during the day it makes me.feel horrible. shaking, dizziness, stomach pains. only been taking 900mg (3 pills). Im not taking them again.
I am kind of losing hope. even though I shouldn't. Everytime I think about having to take pills I should get so sad. Everytime I think of going through withdrawals I get angry. I just feel so...I don't know.....down about it?
Anyway, I'm putting in my order for my Kratom right now. I just hope I will still be off these pills by my birthday. I would rather cold turkey from tramadol (which I should have done. I made it to a week without them 2 years ago) Then to keep dealing with this shit.
Hope everyone is okay!