My battle with Oxy. - Part 13

By House32 · Sep 24, 2014 · ·
  1. Thanks for everyone's support!! I'm still feeling physically, but it did open some cravings. Not bad ones, but as I'm sitting here writing this I have an urge, but it won't be anymore then that.

    further update:

    Today I met with a lawyer to go over my case against the rehab center that robbed me. She feels I have a very strong case, and she really wants to tarnish this places name. Turns out her husband suffered an Oxy addiction for 5 years!!! So talk about fate, she really understands what's I've gone through and thinks it sick that people out there take advantage of the weak.

    I can't say anything further due to it possibly going to court. But I will say I'm feeling very motivated!!!


  1. Kitts
    Hi House,

    It's good, in a sense, to take these little deviations (in your case the Kratom). I have always found that they just strengthen my resolve to stay clean... with one exception; if I ever started beating myself up about a slip, telling myself how stupid I am, how cross I am with me - then I would sometimes start a spiral that was hard to get out of.
    It sounds like you're not going to go down that road though, House. The smartest thing in the world to do right now is just to accept it, and move on.
    For what it's worth, I don't think it's going to make any difference to you, and I don't think it's going to set you back.

    Great news about the lawyer! That's just what you need. I have my fingers crossed for a good outcome for you.

    Keep on trucking, House. Keep being good to yourself. The Smart Recovery suggestion might be worth checking out. Perhaps you could start with reading our article about it (^click the blue link above^).

    Best of luck,
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