It is truly an honor that my story has inspired you. But I cannot take the credit. It is you that has made the bravest step of all, and that's riding yourself of your dark passenger. I will tell you, it's not easy, you will go through some very trying times where you think you can't do it, but in those moments of temptation remember you are not alone. As when you are at your weakest, god will be at his strongest hold you.
My physical weakness is almost over, but now it's my time to allow grace in my life. We get so preoccupied by things things that mean nothing.
I cannot really speak for kratom or RDD. But from what I read kratom has helped many, but can also be addictive. Me personally I went cold turkey and followed the "Tomas Recipe" you can research this further on the forums or Google "Tomas Recipe" My doctor prescribed me clonidine (this is an amazing drug and helped a lot with the withdraw) I was also given hydroxyzine and Clonazepam. Of course even with all of these meds, the most important is your will and desire to rid yoirself of your addiction.
Just remember your not alone, this forum is a great tool to use, and there are many member going through the same battle as us. And the abundance of information on this forum is incredible. I'm here for you and will pray for you. Feel free to PM any time. God bless