I've decided to kick the habit and want to have a record to not only remind myself of what i had gone through and also to share many experience with others to who knows maybe help someone in their detox. I'm tired of being constantly broke and worried about whether or not i have enough to last the week. I'm tired of all of my what i call "jamitude" and I'm tired of waking up feeling like death. I just want to be myself again. I'm going to keep a daily diary of what I've done to make it through the day and what I've done during the day and I'm going to start tonight. Thanks for any support that any of you may provide me while I'm going through this god knows I'm going to need it.
Entry one: I'm going to make this one short as i haven't started today. I did the last of what i had about 45 minutes ago which was around .3-.4 to have one last night of good sleep. I've thrown away any and all related items to my habit to keep my mind as clear as possible. Now I'm off to bed to prepare for my long road ahead. I must say though I'm proud of myself.
Goodnight to all.