my detox diary. goodbye heroin and good riddance - Part 6

By XAjxJamzX · Jan 29, 2015 · ·
  1. Thank you to everyone for the love... I've felt so alone through all this but on day 4 I'm feeling okay. Thank you to everyone for everything for all the support and love. I've really needed it and you've all supported it for me. It's unbelievable how much support complete complete strangers can provide and you've all helped me so much through all of this. I've genuinely cried over this it means somuch to me. I've lost my son which is part of my relapse into it but you've all shown me that there's so much more to life so again i thank you all so much i wish you could feel my love for you. You're all amazing people and i believe you will all duo great things with your lives regardless of your obstacles. If ANY of you ever need any support you message me and i will always be there for you. Thank all of you from the bottom of my heart and i hope to hear from you all soon. With the most love.

    AJ <3

Comments

  1. Sleepynurse
    AJ,

    So glad to see an update from you. It's the dreaded night time! I'm so fucking lucky to not have lost my children but just remember relapsing and using will just put more and more distance between you and him!

    And do NOT beat yourself up, please. It will only make things worse and increase your likelihood of relapse.

    Thinking about you and sending you a warm hug! A hug lasting for thirty seconds or longer can make you feel so amazing. It releases oxytocin, the bonding (love) hormone, makes you feel all warm and fuzzy. Go find someone to hug!
  2. XAjxJamzX
    I feel the love already. Thank you so much again for everything and all the support. it means the world to me.
  3. XAjxJamzX
    I'm officially a week sober and all is well. The only thing I'm having trouble with is dealing with how boring and mundane life is without the drug... but i guess it's better than being broke all the time... i guess... good luck to everyone and again thank you all for the support.
    Much love
    -AJ
  4. Sleepynurse
    Fuck yes to one week!! The boredom sucks but you got this!
  5. dating_meth
    WOO HOO!!:applause: Congrats on one week sober! I sincerely hope that you realize just how huge of an accomplishment this is! As for being bored off of your ass? Can I admit that I'm freaking Jealous as hell! Jesus tits I think I'd *maybe* give up my left eye to be able to find the time to be bored! If you're on facebook, you can always play BINGO blitz! As incredibly stupid as I think bingo is...for some reason when you add a challenge of me having to collect things And play...I waste way too much time!
  6. Sleepynurse
    Hey thinking about you. Wondering how you're doing?
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