Haven't updated this post recently but thought I should. Have stabilized my descent with 100mg Tramadol daily + 75mg Lyrica morning & night. Keeping most of my symptoms at bay but finding I'm having a few behavioural issues.... e.g. binge drinking & getting as stoned on weed as I can manage.
Feels like general discontent. Know there are bigger issues bringing this on but I'm not sure how to deal with them.. just yet. Alienating people with my spasmodic anger. Can't imagine quitting smoking right now. Think that would send me into self destruction mode