Nearly 40 days - will I ever feel ok? - Part 19

By Fidget247 · Mar 8, 2015 · ·
  1. Still off opiates.. realise my last post is probably not popular but it's atleast honest. Working heaps, not much time for anything else but a few friends & family.

    Feel very alone other than that. Spend most of my time at home biting my tongue. Think I might need to decide if I'm staying or going. I know he's going to get back on opiates first chance he gets. Depression & anger are eating him alive & there is no room for me. Taken to calling me a crack whore of late cos he senses I'm about to abandon ship.

    Love him, but for 10 years I've been unable to talk to him about the things that are important to me without an argument. Doesn't leave a lot of room for change. Sad part is it wouldn't take much for me to stay.

    Anyway..enough whinging, hope your all well.

    x

Comments

  1. Kitts
    Sorry you're having such a tough time Fidget. It sounds like a lot to deal with. Do you think some counselling or a support group might help (for you, not together)? I know writing here can be cathartic, but I'm wondering if you may benefit from some more structured assistance.

    Here for you,
    Kitts x
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