Well, unbelievably I'm still off opiates.
Generally I'm a very stable person but I seem to be a bit of a train wreck at the moment. Finally seen the dentist who ripped out half of my tooth. Gotta go back should there be any sign of infection.
Pain was having an effect on everything. Took to drinking a 700 mL bottle of straight Brandy every 2 days, smoking weed.. anything that would work really (except opiates).
Reckless, angry, not coming home.. I've been selfish. Just don't know where I'm at or what I want any more.