I've moved back to a small rural Community where going back on Suboxone would pretty much guarantee unemployment for the duration of my stay. I was taking amphetamines which turned out to contain; Heroin, psych drugs, barb's (all the colours of the rainbow on a drug test apparently). I was asked to come back for re-testing & couldn't get there.
Wasn't really a problem then as I had plenty of money, a house to live in and countless back up drugs.. (ampules of morphine, hydromorphone, Oxy 80's, methadone tabs, fentanyl etc).
My situation changed overnight, found myself homeless, pennyless & I used EVERYTHING inc. weed, alcohol & of course tobacco. Moved myself to an isolated spot & did over 50 days off Opiates & Opiods (as partially journaled). Put off returning to organise my stuff as long as I could but inevitably I knew I still had fentanyl patches there. Thus the trigger for what I'm now conceeding to be a binge of epic proportions due to drug type and little to no backup plan.