Nearly 40 days - will I ever feel ok? - Part 8

By Fidget247 · Sep 29, 2014 · ·
  1. Thanks Andrew,

    Co-existence... is key. Did it so well for a while but in reality stood still. Feel like I'm losing myself down a rabbit hole today.

    Having trouble distracting myself from my own head. Almost need unconsciousness. I can't stop fleeting thoughts entering into my decisions. So many outcomes could be possible, the strategic game that seems to be my life. Think I've been asleep along time & delaying the enevitable.

Comments

  1. tryhard
    Its all good mate just draw a line , be ready , brace yourself ,, be honest and have a plan ,,,,, you can't go in any direction without a good plan ,, you sound like you have a lot to do. .

    I not long ago come back from central Queensland, , I love the change of pace and seemed the perfect place to withdraw. ..
    If there is such a thing ,, but to do this you must be focused ,, work did help a lot ....

    To be able to relax and co exist , I believe it can set us up to be more real about our situation ,, can give you time to plan. ...
    May not sound rite but , although my habbit worrys me gravely but I must admit this way I fight myself less and are alot more calmer and find it easyer to make better decisions cause I am not fighting myself as much ,, co exist till I can get more
    In place , then I know I can have a better chance of wanting this , and doing this once and for all. ...

    I have been to other side and I did like it but has nothing in place to keep me there , I am going to try again soon ....
    I got on today , not yesterday ,, hopefully not tomorrow , I will see how I go. ....

    What ever you do be cool about it and do it calmly ,, even out of control we can stay cool about it ......
    Be ready to own it and then move forward....

    Be cool mate
    Andrew. ...
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