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  1. Today marks 2 days and I'm a little tired but I'm holding up! I'm on this path beacause I just don't get any enjoyment out of it anymore, a much needed change is in order. I'm glad I'm alive and well.

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    I am a 46 year old female. I have lived in the midwest for the last 5 years but was born and raised in California. I have 3 grown children and have been happily married for 24 years.


  1. aemetha
    Hold onto that sentiment. It's easy sometimes when things get tough to look back and remember when you did get enjoyment from it, without remembering the lack of it in the same way. Writing your thoughts down here is a good way to remind yourself of that when it does get tough. You can always come back to this journal entry and look at it, and say "I stopped because it wasn't fun, not because it is".
  2. amielynn
    Thank you @aemetha, I need all the advice I can get :)
  3. Drugsnifferk
    I had a mild run of smoking meth for a few days at a time.its hard to sustain a life or do things like normals.which should be enough to get your mind right.if you lack energy or the withrdawals are just too hard.id say try kratom
    I used kratom to get off a pill/opiate addiction I had for 12 years.and it's easier to do normal people shit on hydros and oxies.lucky for me my aunt was a H addict.from a young age 8?I sat in a hotel room on a vacation to florida w my aunt.she was having a hard time not getting robbed as she was out of state..right out the back door when they went into a place most the time.well.long story short.bc I'm trying to.enjoy my.last few lines.she begged me as a young ass boy to kill her and begged me for hours moaning.groaining.begged to kill her.yet again getting off track..anyway..i was addicted to opiates for a long time
    .found kratom.works wonders.12 yrs.....10+oxy tens a day (not oxycontin. Oxycodone)she relentlessly told me not to do those ones.fpr whatever reason it stuck. Wish she tpld.me.never to.do.any but hey
    Shit happens.try kratom.made me feel good.....instead of withdrawal..made me have energy and not piss out my ass or sit in bed for a.week.k bye
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