Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost
God I can't believe it is a year since I made this post, and here I am still. 24 hours since i last used heroin. I have taken 10mg subutex from my prescription early hours this morning. I'm ok. Payday today. Great. I'm NOT going to USE in 36 hours I have had 30mg subs so I won't feel it anyway.
I so need some support
I am going to do it this time. Enough is enough. I lost my job, my boyfriend is on to me. My daughter made me pinky promise I'd stop by text for fucks sake what am I doing I am
So angry at myself. I have a good life, a great family. I have the perfect building blocks.
So many worse off than me, I am not a stupid woman. So why am I hurting myself with this shit???
No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 11