No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 13

By cbabycee · Jan 16, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    I got a subutex script at 10mg supervised a day, this can be adjusted in a phone call.

    At this point I am not planning a full detox. Right now I need stability to get strong again. I've done this before I can do it again. You are right. I do need to take it by the balls. At the moment it's been the other way around (proverbial of course).

    Cbabycee sometimes just needs someone to say man up and do this, like everyone knows you can.

    Thanks for replying so fast all of you, Ive felt so damn alone hiding this so long, I really appreciate u being here for me.


  1. soso
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    10mg subs should hold you no problem, try keep it at that and dont get it upped, even if your not thinking that far ahead you will eventually have to stop using it and the lower the dose the better.

    if your not suffering wds then the battle is in your head.
    are you aware of your triggers that could fuck you up, like being paid or being in a certain area you score in?
    try and keep yourself busy because something as stupid as being bored can cause a slip up.
    you know the score anyway im sure you know all this.
    when you relapsed after such a long time did you have any reason? something caused it and i know you say you have no idea how you got here but if you can identify anything it could help you prevent it happening again.
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