No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 25

By cbabycee · Jan 20, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Hey Kitts

    I'm prescribed 10mg a day. I wasn't taking my subs for 6 months and got back up to .5g to a gram of gear a day. So moving back to the subs first few days I took like 30mg since then been trying to take my 10mg dose. Once I'm on it I have no issue getting down to lower amounts. It's only been 5 days so it should get easier end of next week I may go to 8mg if I'm feeling ok.

    I really have had enough. I dont want to linger on subs for years I really don't. I don't want to be dependent on anything ;)

    But one step at a time. And yeah started today, had the best day ever gonna love this job so much! Once you get into this place ur pretty much made for life, it's an awesome opportunity to turn our lives around!

    So excited for the future right now :)

    I forgive you by the way, I found it lol xx


  1. babyblue87
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Cbabycee, you're just amazing!

    I have my own addictions, nothing to do with Heroin. But felt like I had to give you a shout out. I love reading your thread, your positive outlook on things and your strong determination is contagious. I find myself smiling and rooting for you to succeed. I get inspired by your journal and I realise that it's never too late to make a positive change in ones life.

    Even though I don't know you, I can sense the great love you have for the people around you. Your children must love you dearly, and your boyfriend is lucky to have you. Please don't linger in the past, don't think too far into the future, just live for this moment. You don't have any control over what happened before, you can't change your history, none of us can but you sure can make a happy future for yourself and your family.

    Sending you positive vibes and thanks for inspiring me to make a change, if I fall or stumble I will just dust myself off and keep on going.
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