Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost
Think im the only one reading this but I need help.
Tonight has not been great I get home from my work and boyfriend is not hom, he been off all day so I know he been drinking and his car gone.
An hour later I get a call saying bab I smashed my car up can u come. He at the botto
Of our street with my youngest son hit a parked car bad written on his car, the car he hit and damage to another car. He's blew 59 and he's in the police cells. I love him so much but I'm so angry my son ok but what if he wasn't?? I'm really conflicted i don't know what to do.
He needs to admit he has a problem with drinking. I hope this will make him get help. He has stood by me through my addiction; but my addiction has never put my kids at physical harm. I will stand by him if he gets help. He will be torturing himself right now he loves my son to bits and will be devastated that he could have got hurt.
He will need to go to alcohol support this is his 2nd drink drive offense in 3 years with a DD10 3 years ago.
Anyone in the uk any idea about drinking convictions?? I'm guessing a 3 year ban and hefty fine + costs. Maybe more favourable if he gets help.
For one moment I really thought fuck this I need a bag. But I took the kids to maccies instead. And fuck that that isn't gonna help.
I'm just so mixed emotions and not knowing what's going on is killing me I don't think he'll be home tonight thats for sure and I have work tomorrow.
Don't know what to do anyone out there???
No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 31