Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost
Another clean test!! After the week I've been through im bloody proud of that!
8mg for 3 days now too, sleeping much much better.
Boyfriend gonna try not to drink tonight.....
cbabycee added 911 Minutes and 29 Seconds later...
Terrible day. Lost my job escorted from premises apparantly something else come back on disclosure, what i don't know but it'll be old and spent so don't see issue as they know about unspent.
Really fed up went straight to chemist for Subs had to fight my way there against my brain telling me to go get fucked up. Fought through the tears and the strong fucking urges...
Came home applied for 13 jobs and contacted a company that helps ex offenders set up on their own.
Exhausted emotionally. But didn't use. And bf hasn't drunk even with alcohol in the house! He's stronger than me!!
Anyway onwards I guess, not going back not now. Not ever gotta go one day at time.
No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 35