No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :( (but found myself again a happy ending) - Part 37

By cbabycee · Feb 19, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Hi all im im everyone lol


    Got a new job and not using had a couple of slips but continued with my subs so not getting into trouble. Feeling a lot better, im a champion at feeling sorry for myself!!

    Boyfriend got 3 ur ban and fine at court so that dealt with his drinking been better, but the issue is how acceptable it is for him to drink when he wants, at the weekend for example but that's not ok for me.. That's a head fuck lol

    Hope everyone's ok x

Comments

  1. cbabycee
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Ok I'll bump this as not getting any help on other thread.

    Doing a fast taper from heroin on subs. Withdrawl killing in 8 hours after use enough to wake me.

    Help please
  2. Alien Sex Fiend
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Hold on, cbabycee. I myself stopped detoxing from alcohol today, but heroin sure is more painful. Do you have anyone there with you? Are you at least in bed?
  3. Sleepynurse
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Yeah, What is your environment like at the moment? WHat responsibilities do you have over the next week or so?

    You know people are usually here to chat. DM if you need any conversation or anything.

    Best, best wishes,
    Sleepy
  4. JR88
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    If you want chat By all means Yes xD

    about what I don't know Drugs haha
  5. Sleepynurse
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    I just know it was nice to have people to talk to at some points during my W/D's.

    About how she's feeling. Reassurance that she can make it...? Anything??
  6. JR88
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    There is always Reassurance and is useful/can be needed, especially with the psychological nightmare of it all and you really just have tune it out/avoid/try to forget about a lot of it...No Experience with Heroin though...I have had quite a bit with Pharmaceutical Opiates though..so I can about imagine how amazing/difficult it is...

    Far more Familiar with all the Stimulant's/Practically all of them...Yeah, Had some good Hard/Crack..I know it's amazing...would be just as happy with soft though.

    What's even worse is Meth/Glass though..Still no recovery from that....
  7. cbabycee
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Ok detoxing off heroin and crack habit at about 1g heroin .5g crack a day. I broke and took 4 mg subs at 6am 12 hours after using last. I really want this but can't hack it ive already tried to score at 7am lol no one about. I am going to i just don't know how to get thru this ��������
  8. JR88
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    I'm sure it Sucks....I still think a lot about/miss snorting/railing Oxys just all fucked up out of my mind/melt into and be oblivious to everything etc...

    it's no where near like the flashbacks/response/reliving experience's like with the Stimulant's though....
  9. cbabycee
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    It more than suck mate :( back to square one now having scored shit im crashing and burning big time i just wish I could get hold of comfort meds like lofexadine or diazepam. I kinda wish I was dead :'(
  10. Kitts
    Re: No idea how I got here, feeling a bit lost :(

    Hey Cee, what happened? Are you ok?

    You can do this you know you can. You've done it before.
    Have you called your keyworker?
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