OCD, Heroin, literature and music how my addictions are connected... - Part 4

By Ginger87 · Sep 4, 2014 · ·
  1. Thank you, I will give it a go. Ive just been at it too long now, its taken its toll. Its get clean or get out you know?
    Mental health blame the drugs but I self medicate with drugs cos I'm head fucked...
    I will check them out. I just feel isolated, completely and utterly and I just wanna be normal but I'm unsure if that's possible anymore.

    Cool you found my site. Hope you enjoyed it...? Were u the guy who remembered dolphin towers?

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  1. Serak The Preparer
    I got the same feeling last year when a lot of my friends started dying / vanishing.

    I find the mental health section of the NHS so hard to deal with that I don't bother with them any more. I feel no better or worse for doing that, though I can't generalise from 1 experience. The isolation is tough, I live in a small village hence why I've been looking stuff up online a lot lately and coming on here helps a lot too.

    Getting back to normality is a gradual, painstaking process but worth sticking with. I pretty much started with not banging up white to save money and I felt a bit more balanced within some weeks. Even trivial things like cleaning my house and paying a gas bill on time felt like achievements!! Have a try at cutting out something like benzos, weed, drink or something and see how it goes??? A lot of it was luck though, I moved to a rural area and lots of the temptation was taken away.

    It was me that mentioned Dolphin Tower, hell of a place!! I'd probably be dead or in jail by now if I'd stayed up there any longer ahahaha.
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