Haven't posted in a while as things have fallen over in a pretty big way. Not smoking every day but keep on resolving to stop and getting a day or two in and coming across opportunities to undo that work.
Have stopped combining with tobacco after being given a vaporizer so that's something I guess.
I'm alternating between being really upset with myself to not caring at all and feeling like I deserve this indulgence given everything else in my life. Like soso said above - what's the problem?
I'll keep posting as things progress, wherever that may be.